Thank you for your kind words ..
I’ve been staring at this curser waiting for the words to come to me ...it’s taken me ages .
Enigma Music manages to find its way into my deeper feelings ..
Reflection , contemplation , past , present & future and I wonder if life plans are predetermined , I’ve never been able to find a way to articulate just how deep feelings can run ..
And sometimes that one person comes out of the blue and boom , everything changes ...
I wished for wealth , health , ya know ..all the things we believe that can make us happy ..looking for that next fix to keep us going , I’m all out of fixes now ...I have this real feeling of loving her beyond traditional norms ..
She makes me smile just from a single glance .
And my god does it hurt ...
The realisation of how empty life is regardless of material things , wealth doesn’t interest me ...
True love does ...
a love that can make a lump in the throat that just can’t go away , love that ripples through every vein ... it’s warming , a love that when I look at her I feel weak at the knees , if gravity had its way I’d collapse in relief , all those years of searching , hungering for the impossible..
Many search , few find it ,
and with this love for her I don’t want to keep searching anymore , my love is found .
My path has ended ...and i wait.
I’ll wait for her
I’ll wait to see her next smile
And maybe she will see hidden tears ..
I love her .