I’ve followed enigma since mcmxc.ad , every album ..
But Fall of a Rebel Angel seems appropriate as a chapter in my life right now .
Is she happy you ask .
I can’t truly answer that , I know that I couldn’t be as happy with anyone as I am with her .
Yes maybe I am living my life now on standby ...
A choice I happily make knowing she’s there , somewhere close ...
But always in my heart .
She’s a beautiful girl but she is a Lady , there’s only a few years between us , I am in my mid 40’s , not that age gets in the way of feelings for anyone really .
I dont mind questions.
It’s the answers I’m searching for , the why’s & why nots of how our lives are entangled in such a way the sometimes prohibits us from following our hearts truly searching for those that make us who we really want too be .
Love is a powerful feeling and sometimes if we’re lucky we find the one person that makes us feel that the Searching is over ...
That we have found absolute happiness on multiple levels with another .
She is without doubt absolute beauty .
None of us are perfect , but it’s what we see that can make us look beyond the invisible into the true soul of someone that is perfection in our eyes .
We live our lives searching , some find love , some find happiness , some even find sadness ...
I’ve found in her everything ,
She is everything .
Perfection , beauty , a beautiful mind .
I will wait ....
After all ...I’ve waited over 13 years for her to return ...
I never want to say goodbye ..