My dearest Scarlet .
I wish you could feel and see how happy I am to hear you are still here.
I’ve wondered so much about you, it was so long since I visited again and was so worried my friend had gone.
But you are here, and I am so relieved, excited,
I’m so so sorry for my long absence, I suppose I got caught up in so much and didn’t realise how time had passed.
How does one know whether we are at a cross-roads or not, how do we know if today , or tomorrow, is the day that changes our lives, and our loves.
Life has been very quiet for me, I pass the time, going through the motions, feeling the sunrise and watching the sunset.
I try to find things that invoke peace , peace in my mind , peace in my heart ..
I try not to get stressed, or upset …sometimes even trying fails.
It’s easy to be caught off guard by something that brings back a memory, nostalgia creeps in.
Sadness just around the corner.
My friend I miss you