Dearest Scarlet,
I have literally this very moment read your ‘moment’.
You give me a smile as always when I see your messages.
Yes it has been a long time since my first visit here,
Sad to say that the girl whom I gave so much towards, so much love , so may feelings , has passed me by.
It has been a number of months now since I’ve heard a word from her, I still think of things, some good , some not so good.
There’s a lingering sadness inside of me for all the things I craved so much have dissolved into a past never to be seen again.
Maybe some doors in this life of ours are never meant to be opened, as much as we’d love to.
I miss her greatly, but alas decisions are what others make and I play no part.
All that is left is memories, I sometimes think they can be a burden as well as a blessing. The burden of what was, but the blessing of knowing such love , that exciting feeling that comes from deep within the deepest parts of our minds and hearts.
There will always be love, a treasure I’ll always keep inside of me, the silent curse.
I guess that is what happens …
From knocking on forbidden doors.
I’m here, to speak my heart, to speak from a hard place, battered, bruised, a hurt inside,
Enigma is my music, echos from the past. Maybe I’ll save the best love till last, who knows.
But for every moment I read of yours will always add another smile to my day.
My friend from the ether,
My friend in the distance.
Until a time and a place, here I’ll be .
For you my friend .
I hope one day to smile forever, and cry tears of joy and to find a door that will welcome me home.
