Dear Andy...
I couldn't leave you waiting,
I'm so sorry
It's so sad what you wrote...
You have been in love, without being loved in return.
And time is fading away, but love can still be found,
somewhere there's someone ready to give their heart to you.
To love you.
You can only allow,
Her,
enter into your life!
If is what you wish more than anything,
it will happen.
Naturally...
If you turn your attention to another less important things.
More relaxed things
(like pretend that your not interested in love anymore and all that!)
...Boom!!!
Love will be there straight away.
Life is like that
Always giving what we less expect or want...
It happens to me, the more I believe that something is too much for me, or I don't deserve whatever, the more it happens
It just happens.
Because I'm living my life, I have my priorities and I have my desires, I wish things too,
we all do.
But I just don't have time, not anymore, to focus and work towards one thing, and wait till I get the results I wish for and so on.
I don't have time to be stubborn, and believe me it's so hard because is one of my personality traces that (I hate) and is getting constantly in my way...
Andy, I can read for hours what you write. I really can. Please if it helps just write more,
about your dreams, your days, good and bad,
your memories...
4 years, and we know nothing about each other..
I like it...
Mysteries everywhere...
You never asked or mention, maybe is not important but I wonder if you ever thought about how I look like...
My dear Friend.